Truth makes me want to stay ignorant

[Surai]

Why do you pretend, pretend that things arent happening. No curses no words can describe it. We wont ever understand it. When you look at objects and see them as just objects. When you and and the mind trails off in a cloud. When all you were born for rips at you when you become of age. the sick animalistic truth sneers at you . When you see truth in the most vile but you dont want to see it. You see the truth, but the truth is an ugly animal you wish was not here. even if it may be less. ignorance is what the early years held on to. And sometimes I wish I stayed ignorant. When the truth makes you wish you had stayed ignorant, this is when I had given up.

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

Ignorance is bliss.
Once you see the truth, you can't unsee it.

 

[Surai]

Ignorance is bliss.
Once you see the truth, you can't unsee it.

Im upset, Im upset and sad, I cant rest. Im worried Im worried Im losing myself and I just wish I could float away somehow, if only I could float way somehow

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

Im upset, Im upset and sad, I cant rest. Im worried Im worried Im losing myself and I just wish I could float away somehow, if only I could float way somehow

How old are you?

 

[Surai]

How old are you?

21

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

21

What specifically is bothering you?

 

[Surai]

What specifically is bothering you?

The animal that surrounds me, but even then if I could escape I could not because the animal allows me to live. So I cant rest knowing Ill have to face them again

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

What is "the animal" a euphemism for?
Capitalism??

 

[Surai]

the people I am surrounded by that torture me. I can not bare to be the subject of torture by animals who pretend they are "human"
The way they contort their faces, I cant bare look at anyone anymore