Train

[berd]

After looking everything up, the train method seems to be the only thing that will work for me. I live near a railroad, it's a 10-15 minute walk. I know it's very traumatizing and brutal but it's the only thing I can think of that will successfully get me out of this hell. I want to be as far away from my loved ones as I can when I go through with this act so it will somewhat help with that.

 

[lonerclown666]

I wish you the best

 

[Someone123]

There have been a few threads on this method lately- I would review these before deciding on this method- just type "train" in the search box to find them. The most helpful posts I think were from someone who was a former train driver- all train drivers hit one or two people a year on average, it's part of the job, there is no way to avoid this. This train driver hit 14 people over his time, and 10 of them died, though some of them didn't died instantly- one of them spent four days in a hospital before dying, and others also did not die instantly. Of the ones who survived some had missing limbs or other lasting injuries. One common myth about this method is that you can put your neck across the rail and get decapitated and then be sure of an instant death. Trains generally have something in front of the wheels to push away debris so this prevents this and so the person who tries this just goes flying or gets pulled under the train- those who are pulled under sometimes survive and the long ordeal is terrifying. The downside risk of this method is too much for me. For every method you need to ask yourself- what happens if it doesn't work, and what are the odds of it not working? Also, how long does it take for the method to work? Some people who try this method get pulled under the train and end up having to get both legs amputated but they survive. The downside risk for this method seems too high to me. Charcoal is also an option that can work.

 

[Ednospatient]

I've crossed out train as a method since the very beginning. Too much gore.

 

[PlushieLover]

Do you have any alternatives?

 

[Someone123]

Do you have any alternatives?

Each person has to decide for themselves what the best methods are depending on their situation. Currently my first choice method is Sn (sodium nitrite) and my second choice is full suspension (hanging). If I had access to a very high height, over 200 feet, jumping might be a first choice option. N for people who can get it could be a first choice option, but it's too risky to try to get. Fentanyl would be an option potentially if it was easy to get, but it is not and you can go to prison for trying to get it, so it's not feasible for me. Exit bag sounds interesting but is too complicated for me to make work. Carbon monoxide works for some people and I might try it if I had a good place for it, but I don't.

 

[berd]

Do you have any alternatives?

My other alternative would be hanging but I've seen what could happen if you survive which would leave me braindead or in a vegetable-like state. My last one would probably be jumping but I'd probably pussy out because of how high up I'd be.

 

[OldDrummer]

Despite the gore, personally not for me as it would cause suffering to the train driver.

 

[FuneralCry]

To me, the train sounds like a terrifying way to leave this world, I know that I could never ctb that way. I believe that people must be very desperate to exit by the train method. It is sad how people have to resort to such risky methods to end their pain, I wish we lived in a world where our right to die is respected and then we could exit peacefully when the time is right for us. I'm sorry for all of the suffering that has brought you to this point. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[onleana]

i will most likely cbt by train too. it's not the perfect way to go bcz of the suffering it might cause the driver, but some people have no other choice. i hope you don't feel too guilty for choosing this method. sending you looots of hugs friend ❤

 

[OnTheCountOf3]

I've thought about ctb with a train too, considering I live near one as well but unfortunately i would pussy out before anything.. so kudos to you, goodluck and safe travels. Sorry life fucked you over.

 

[berd]

I've thought about ctb with a train too, considering I live near one as well but unfortunately i would pussy out before anything.. so kudos to you, goodluck and safe travels. Sorry life fucked you over.

Yeah, I'm most likely gonna end up pussying out last minute. I'm already rethinking my entire plan on this.

 

[Someone123]

My other alternative would be hanging but I've seen what could happen if you survive which would leave me braindead or in a vegetable-like state. My last one would probably be jumping but I'd probably pussy out because of how high up I'd be.

I am wondering- I have alkways thought of full suspension as being reliable if not interrupted, and theat partial is actually fairly peaceful when it works, but partial usually does not work. Do you know of cases where a person tried hanging and they ended up in a vegetative state?

 

[berd]

I am wondering- I have alkways thought of full suspension as being reliable if not interrupted, and theat partial is actually fairly peaceful when it works, but partial usually does not work. Do you know of cases where a person tried hanging and they ended up in a vegetative state?

Yeah, it's way more peaceful when uninterrupted. I don't know anyone, as of right now, who is in that state. I've seen a few articles about a loved one being in a vegetative state after attempting to hang themselves.

 

[Lost Magic]

I don't understand why it has to be a train. There are some other methods that are more peaceful. Can you not get access to something like Sodium Nitrite or the charcoal tent method? Have you thought this through at all or is it an impulsive idea. Don't get me wrong I have gazed over at some tracks near to where I live, but I could never have went through with it. Each to their own though and good luck!

 

[berd]

I don't understand why it has to be a train. There are lots of other methods that are more peaceful. Can you not get access to something like Sodium Nitrite or the charcoal tent method? Have you thought this through at all or is it an impulsive idea. Don't get me wrong I have gazed over at some tracks near to where I live, but I could never have went through with it. Each to their own though and good luck!

It's mostly an impulsive idea that I've been thinking about for a few weeks, I'm starting to rethink it though. I chose train because it's probably the only plan I could actually go through with.

 

[Interloper]

I don't understand why it has to be a train. There are some other methods that are more peaceful. Can you not get access to something like Sodium Nitrite or the charcoal tent method? Have you thought this through at all or is it an impulsive idea. Don't get me wrong I have gazed over at some tracks near to where I live, but I could never have went through with it. Each to their own though and good luck!

It's probably the fastest "lights out" after firearms. But everything has to go right.

 

[castler]

I don't understand why it has to be a train. There are some other methods that are more peaceful. Can you not get access to something like Sodium Nitrite or the charcoal tent method? Have you thought this through at all or is it an impulsive idea. Don't get me wrong I have gazed over at some tracks near to where I live, but I could never have went through with it. Each to their own though and good luck!

It seems like even if 1 wheel don't do it you might stick to the track so another wheel could finish the job. Seems pretty solid way to go as for comfort. I doubt one would feel much.

 

[Niirvana]

Would you use some kind of drug?