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Innerdemon1

Member
Feb 22, 2020
5
Tomorrow will be the day, although I know it might be a selfish way to do it I have decided to jump in front of a train I believe I will most certainly die we don't want any mistakes made by me.
I choose out, I have battled enough for a life time and I just don't want to do it anymore.
I'm satisfied with eternal darkness if that's what's left instead of constant misery.
 
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bigdog

Arcanist
Jul 12, 2020
434
Shit I wouldn't have courage to do it
 
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falloutcarter13

falloutcarter13

Bury me, bury me...
Aug 1, 2020
671
While I wish you didn't feel so badly to make this choice, I understand. I won't try to talk you out of anything, you've heard it all before I'm sure. I hope you find some peace, whatever you choose to do =(
 
Sinai Silence

Sinai Silence

I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Jul 6, 2020
810
Damn what a way to go, I've stared at train tracks a lot wondering if I could do it. Dont think I could pluck up the courage. Wishing you peace and love.
 
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Ulisses

Arcanist
Feb 21, 2020
487
Wishing you peace,whatever you choose to do.
 
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rt1989526

Paragon
Aug 2, 2020
935
Best of luck to you. I hope you make it. I need to get the fuck out of here so badly.
 
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jameslb72

Member
Jul 22, 2020
41
two people in my village exited life using this method about ten years ago, the main scotland to London rail track runs through my village. Whatever method you choose others may be hurt and traumatised. I wish you eternal peace
 
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esse_est_percipi

Enlightened
Jul 14, 2020
1,747
Tomorrow will be the day, although I know it might be a selfish way to do it I have decided to jump in front of a train I believe I will most certainly die we don't want any mistakes made by me.
I choose out, I have battled enough for a life time and I just don't want to do it anymore.
I'm satisfied with eternal darkness if that's what's left instead of constant misery.
If you feel that is the only way to do it, that it's your only option, then it isn't selfish.
Everyone has their limits. If only we lived in more caring, less ruthless societies with more options for people.
I sincerely wish you just peace.
Just know that it's also fine if you choose otherwise, for the time being.
 
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Hopeindeath!

Elementalist
Dec 7, 2019
845
I wish you peace :hug:
 
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Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
1,938
suicide by train is very risky, I wouldn't advise it but you're going to do whatever you're going to do. I at least hope it works the way that you intend and will not have to struggle anymore.
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,561
Hope you have a nice journey, see you on the other side:heart:
 
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Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
2,238
Wishing you peace bro, I hope whatever you do goes smooth for you.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
Wishing you peace.
 
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death137

death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
If you really going to do it I wish you a painless death. You are very brave for choosing this method.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,321
So sorry. Wish you peace. I don't have the balls to go with that method.
 
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Innerdemon1

Member
Feb 22, 2020
5
turns out the police got called and I was put on a 136, but I will try again I obviously need to try harder this time. Im pretty pissed off I just wanted it all to end now I had to bullshit everyone to get home and go through this all again. I just want it to end I don't know why that is too much to ask for.
 
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