Venting I just wish they would stay

[lastappleonearth]

It's always said that people come and go and that's just how live is. I guess that's true and I mean sure, there might be some not so important people, who are with you for some time and then leave or whatever. But I don't want people who I really care about to leave all the time, but they do. Everyone leaves eventually, every single time. Doesn't matter if it's friendships or actual relationships, it all is just temporary and I can't deal with it. Sure everything has to end someday, but what's the point of loving people and trusting them, being close to them, if they just leave too soon. There are so many people who have childhood friends and so on, I don't have any of that. I get that I also made mistakes, but I do stick with people, I never leave someone, who I care about. It just led me to here, now, alone. What's the point in living if it's only for yourself? I know a lot of people are fine with that, but I'm not. I've stopped trying now, just given up on getting to know people, because they'll leave eventually. They have their reasons of course, I get that and what can you do other than accept it, you have to let them go. Maybe I just care too deeply, am too sensitive, I don't know.
Well anyways, good night everyone

 

[ThisPartySucks]

I've recently discovered this very thing myself. I always told my partner that everyone eventually abandons me. You are NOT alone here.

 

[lastappleonearth]

I've recently discovered this very thing myself. I always told my partner that everyone eventually abandons me. You are NOT alone here.

Yeah, it's exhausting in a way. Makes you want to stop trying.
I hope you can find people, who will stay

 

[ThisPartySucks]

Yeah, it's exhausting in a way. Makes you want to stop trying.
I hope you can find people, who will stay

maybe. its hard to want to connect with someone that personally when you know you're going to catch a ride though. we might just be different there, but it really depends on what level you let them see how you really are versus what we show people to get them to be around us in the first place.

 

[lastappleonearth]

maybe. its hard to want to connect with someone that personally when you know you're going to catch a ride though. we might just be different there, but it really depends on what level you let them see how you really are versus what we show people to get them to be around us in the first place.

That's probably true, yeah. Idk, not having anyone is one of the main reasons, why I'm here, so I keep thinking that if I had someone or at least friends, then things would be better

 

[ThisPartySucks]

That's probably true, yeah. Idk, not having anyone is one of the main reasons, why I'm here, so I keep thinking that if I had someone or at least friends, then things would be better

hey, with that outlook, you could be on the right road to recovery. that right there is a good indication you could get yourself into a different life.

 

[ctb_warrior]

It's always said that people come and go and that's just how live is. I guess that's true and I mean sure, there might be some not so important people, who are with you for some time and then leave or whatever. But I don't want people who I really care about to leave all the time, but they do. Everyone leaves eventually, every single time. Doesn't matter if it's friendships or actual relationships, it all is just temporary and I can't deal with it. Sure everything has to end someday, but what's the point of loving people and trusting them, being close to them, if they just leave too soon. There are so many people who have childhood friends and so on, I don't have any of that. I get that I also made mistakes, but I do stick with people, I never leave someone, who I care about. It just led me to here, now, alone. What's the point in living if it's only for yourself? I know a lot of people are fine with that, but I'm not. I've stopped trying now, just given up on getting to know people, because they'll leave eventually. They have their reasons of course, I get that and what can you do other than accept it, you have to let them go. Maybe I just care too deeply, am too sensitive, I don't know.
Well anyways, good night everyone

You are very true. People leave eventually. Most relations are temporary. I have been in 3 relationships. I loved all of them a lot when I was in relationship with them. Now, they are gone. From mine, to someone else's.
It really hurts deep down.
There were friends with whom I have spent hours talking, but now they are no longer part of my life.
When I was 10, there was this girl who liked me, and I also considered her a good friend. I had expectations from her too which she didn't meet. So, I was angry on her. I stopped playing with her in the evening. She would come looking for me at my home every evening. I ensured that I left before she visits my home.
We shifted from that locality later.
One day, I had to visit that locality again and she saw me there. She tried to talk but I kept avoiding her. She eventually came face to face with me and scolded me a lot. She was hurt.
I realised that I should have talked my resentment with her instead of abandoning her completely. Since that day, I have never left anyone from my side. People have left me but I sticked to people.
The problem is, they are with me because I appear positive and confident, but when I let them in my mind, they get to see a broken hearted guy. They start vanishing from my life.
And I think that's the case with everyone

 

[lastappleonearth]

hey, with that outlook, you could be on the right road to recovery. that right there is a good indication you could get yourself into a different life.

Thank you, I guess it is. Thing is that I'd need to start trying again, so anything could change at all and I don't yet know how

 

[ThisPartySucks]

Thank you, I guess it is. Thing is that I'd need to start trying again, so anything could change at all and I don't yet know how

you dont have to do it all over night. kind of how we all make our plans to ctb, we can also make plans and push ourselves to change as well.

 

[Aren]

It's always said that people come and go and that's just how live is. I guess that's true and I mean sure, there might be some not so important people, who are with you for some time and then leave or whatever. But I don't want people who I really care about to leave all the time, but they do. Everyone leaves eventually, every single time. Doesn't matter if it's friendships or actual relationships, it all is just temporary and I can't deal with it. Sure everything has to end someday, but what's the point of loving people and trusting them, being close to them, if they just leave too soon. There are so many people who have childhood friends and so on, I don't have any of that. I get that I also made mistakes, but I do stick with people, I never leave someone, who I care about. It just led me to here, now, alone. What's the point in living if it's only for yourself? I know a lot of people are fine with that, but I'm not. I've stopped trying now, just given up on getting to know people, because they'll leave eventually. They have their reasons of course, I get that and what can you do other than accept it, you have to let them go. Maybe I just care too deeply, am too sensitive, I don't know.
Well anyways, good night everyone

I agree. I find no interest by living alone especially after lived with people i loved from all my heart and now they left me.

 

[lastappleonearth]

I agree. I find no interest by living alone especially after lived with people i loved from all my heart and now they left me.

True, it would be sm easier, if I would've never loved or never cared for anyone

 

[ceilingabove]

You remind me of a friend I had. People who have the capacity to love like you do are some of the best. Don't wish it away, I really hope you find the people that will stay.

 

[lastappleonearth]

You remind me of a friend I had. People who have the capacity to love like you do are some of the best. Don't wish it away, I really hope you find the people that will stay.

Thank you, I appreciate it. I hope so as well, it's getting really lonely

 

[Aren]

True, it would be sm easier, if I would've never loved or never cared for anyone

Yes i agree 100% today I would like to forget all of these people to stop suffering.