Today doesn't feel very special

[Apricity]

Today is my birthday, and I just want to either get my wife back, or my nitrogen to arrive. I'm thinking about cancelling and ordering from someone else.

Since my wife cheated, I've been snooping regularly. There was a very long conversation with her sister-in-law that she deleted most of and I just know it was about us.

The fact that she deleted it tells me the conversation didn't go in my favor, and now I'm not sure whether to just ask her. She'll be mad I snooped, but what difference is it going to make it she's still going to leave me anyway?

We've had a few long talks, well i talked mostly, and i asked her yesterday morning if anything has gotten through. She said it did. There has been some kissing again and i love yous from her, but i can't tell if it's genuine. She still won't allow me any other intimacy.

I'm thinking about hanging again, but every time I try all i do is gag, maybe the rope is too thick. It's 3/4 inch. Stupid Winekeeper, don't order Nitrogen from them unless you want to wait forever to CTB.

 

[Versailles]

I understand you, it is painful to see how your partner cheats on you, I have also lived that experience, my girlfriend slept with one of the "cool" boys from the university, but somehow I had to strengthen myself more, how do you plan to deal with that? I wish you the best

 

[FuneralCry]

Sorry you are going through this, life can just be so unfair and others are capable of causing us lots of pain. I wish you well.

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

Today is my birthday, and I just want to either get my wife back, or my nitrogen to arrive. I'm thinking about cancelling and ordering from someone else.

Since my wife cheated, I've been snooping regularly. There was a very long conversation with her sister-in-law that she deleted most of and I just know it was about us.

The fact that she deleted it tells me the conversation didn't go in my favor, and now I'm not sure whether to just ask her. She'll be mad I snooped, but what difference is it going to make it she's still going to leave me anyway?

We've had a few long talks, well i talked mostly, and i asked her yesterday morning if anything has gotten through. She said it did. There has been some kissing again and i love yous from her, but i can't tell if it's genuine. She still won't allow me any other intimacy.

I'm thinking about hanging again, but every time I try all i do is gag, maybe the rope is too thick. It's 3/4 inch. Stupid Winekeeper, don't order Nitrogen from them unless you want to wait forever to CTB.

Happy birthday!!!
It's really hard to tell whether she's being genuine or not. Maybe she doesn't even know herself what she wants. I understand you're willing to forgive her?

 

[Mr2005]

The way you describe her behaviour it's as if you were the one that cheated. I wouldn't be putting up with that. It's not you that should be apologising

 

[Apricity]

Happy birthday!!!
It's really hard to tell whether she's being genuine or not. Maybe she doesn't even know herself what she wants. I understand you're willing to forgive her?

Yes, I'm willing to forgive if she shows genuine remorse and apologizes.

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

Yes, I'm willing to forgive if she shows genuine remorse and apologizes.

And how are you going to determine that? You're gonna have to risk it I suppose. To choose to believe and trust her again

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

Happy birthday. Try and eat something good at least.

 

[Beau]

I'm thinking about hanging again, but every time I try all i do is gag, maybe the rope is too thick. It's 3/4 inch. Stupid Winekeeper, don't order Nitrogen from them unless you want to wait forever to CTB.

I was thinking of ordering from them although I think I will ask about delivery time before I send in the order. Did you ever get yours?

 

[facel]

Just wanted to wish you happy birthday @Apricity !

 

[Apricity]

I was thinking of ordering from them although I think I will ask about delivery time before I send in the order. Did you ever get yours?

Not yet, supposed to ship today but it's already been rescheduled twice. I'll keep you posted.

Just wanted to wish you happy birthday @Apricity !

Thank you.