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Lilit

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Jul 29, 2018
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I wanna die but I'm too lazy to kill myself. I'm motivated to do it if I had the chance, and I got to admit I'm a coward to face the future. All I want is relief from this shit I face everyday and every night. Just tired of all of this. I don't want to talk to a therapist, I want relief. This isn't a cry for help, this is a cry of a coward that's had enough.
 
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timetofly

timetofly

Student
Aug 8, 2020
110
this is a cry of a coward that's had enough.
trust me, cowards can't endure the pain many of us here endure. They'll just fall apart. You're not a coward.
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
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I'm sorry that you feel like this... Sending hugs :hug: :hug: :heart:
 
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Good4Nothing

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Unlovable
May 8, 2020
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Same.
 
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_Kaira_

_Kaira_

This Isn't Fine
Oct 2, 2020
825
trust me, cowards can't endure the pain many of us here endure. They'll just fall apart. You're not a coward.

Essentially this, OP. The typical 'healthy' person puts blinders on because they are afraid of having to deal with what the depressed/suicidal have to themselves.

I understand how you feel, I'm so sorry.
 
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Despondent

Despondent

Archangel
Dec 20, 2019
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Hugs! :hug:
 
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Silver

Silver

The 21st century is when everything changes
Aug 8, 2020
742
You're definitely not a coward.
 
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