Tired of life - is it a reason?

[Neraul]

Is anyone else just tired of their life?

I've been severely depressed and very suicidal in the past. I've tried all the meds and had success with ketamine therapy. But then I lost my only real support in my life and have essentially no friends. And now, with the ketamine, I'm not on the edge of killing myself through desperation. But I've realised that my life is just sad. And for various reasons, I will never have family and very very few friends who have other priorities. And I'm so intensely lonely. I don't want to keep living this life. I'm just fed up of it. This isn't a life I want to prolong.
I'm not severely depressed. I'm just realistic and I think I want to be done.

Anybody else feel like this?

 

[Hollowman]

Yeah I can relate. It's as good of a reason as any.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand as I'm always so tired of suffering in this existence, all I wish and hope for is to never suffer ever again, I just find it a burden to exist in general and I find it so undesirable to exist, I'd just never wish for any of this no matter what rather all I hope for is non-existence where all is finally forgotten, I'd always prefer to prevent suffering through ceasing to exist than prolong it just to suffer way more, I hope you find peace.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm tired of life also. Not so much the lack of social support or because of loneliness. I don't tend to suffer in that way. I'm just tired of having to work and pay for life constantly. Just the gruelling nature of it. I just want to rest forever.

 

[Lostmyonlyson]

Yeah, can relate 100%. Tired of life, tired of fighting, zero friends.

 

[hereornot]

Your words could be mine, except that I have never used ketamine (therapeutically)

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

Same here, for me it's just being realistic.

 

[dead-orchids]

I feel the same. The loneliness is debilitating sometimes.

My psychiatrist wants me to start a ketamine treatment, but I'm scared about feeling better. I don't think my life is worth fighting for.

 

[whyDoesItHurtSoMuch]

I feel the same. The loneliness is debilitating sometimes.

My psychiatrist wants me to start a ketamine treatment, but I'm scared about feeling better. I don't think my life is worth fighting for.

Oh I relate to this so hard.