Alcohol to overcome SI

[LXR515]

For my method I've realized that if I'm adequately drunk and miserable enough it should help with the SI and that makes me really happy like it just feels like it puts me at peace. Like it takes the edge off so much and reminds me I've wanted this for all my life. Once I get all the planing logistics and all fully sorted out (I have the general idea) ironing out the little bits to ease my mind will be good.

 

[Ugly3]

What type of alcohol will you drink? I recently turned 21, so I can also do this but I know nothing about alcohol.

 

[LXR515]

Realistically whatever the airports serves before I go to my destination lol but I'd prefer vodka cuz it mixes with anytning
Happy birthday homie/homette

 

[Ugly3]

Realistically whatever the airports serves before I go to my destination lol but I'd prefer vodka cuz it mixes with anytning
Happy birthday homie/homette

Thank you. If the method I do allows, I will go for vodka. Sending tons of hugs your way.

 

[pinstripe]

I remember reading the wiki for Chester Bennington and it mentioned only trace amounts of alcohol were found in his blood. It always was odd to me that they emphasized that. Like it somehow invalidates the intentions of the suicide if alcohol is involved. I want to be inebriated when we commit, but I also have odd feelings about it being attributed.

 

[NitrogenNightmare]

I want to be inebriated when we commit,

We? Are you CTB with someone?

 

[pinstripe]

We? Are you CTB with someone?

Slip of the tongue. I think I sometimes separate the pained part of myself from the part of myself that tries to be kind and supportive. Saying we just kinda happens sometimes