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ilovewatchingsatc

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Jul 4, 2026
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Hi, this is my first post on here but I've been on here for a while. I'm in a really bad situation and need to figure out how to CTB as soon as possible. I'm an 18 year old girl in the States. If i don't get this done soon I am very scared for what will happen to me in the future. I just need to do this before my life is ruined by my family. I have attempted countless times and failed, ending up in the hospital. I have experienced so much trauma in the hospital, and i need to make sure it works this time. I'm in dire need of advice/methods. Fast and less painful would be preferred, I've tried to cut myself to death several times and all i'm left with is terrible scars. I have a small bottle of vodka if there's anything i can do with that?
 
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pedro3211

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Jun 10, 2026
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Almost all effective methods take some sort of planning unfortunately
 
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peacebenow

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Apr 26, 2026
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I am sorry you have suffered much trauma in your short life. We cant advise you on how to end your life, however.
 
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hughmun9

hughmun9

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Feb 22, 2023
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I don't think anyone can recommend anything besides looking at the pinned 'suicide resource compilation' post and the PPH.
 
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ilovewatchingsatc

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Jul 4, 2026
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Almost all effective methods take some sort of planning unfortunately
I could plan something but i have little access to money & don't want to mess up. I have several methods in mind such as firearms, OD, jumping from a high point, but i'm unsure of logistics.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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Are you certain that you can't now finally be free of your family, rather than have your life ruined by them, now that you're 18?
 
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Myforevercharlie

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I'm sorry you're suffering..:(

Asking/ providing methods is against the rules, please check here

 
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