Thoughts??

[Rose190021]

So I have come to terms with the fact that I am suicidal but I don't have the nerve to go through with it. I feel so empty and exhausted on the inside. I feel lost and desperately I pray for the end but it never comes. I have a plan to disappear though from this life to something greater. I want to start over somewhere new. Leave everything behind and just take an adventure, at least enjoy life to the best of my ability. I want to find someone committed to starting over. I just don't know how to find someone. I'm tired of being alone

 

[xBrialesana]

If you have the means to disappear and start over, do it! You might find a lust for life that you never knew was in there.

 

[WornOutLife]

I think ctb has to be the last choice so, if you're planning to leave and go for a new adventure, it might help you! Who knows what the future has in store for us? We'd better try out all the options before ctb!!

Whatever happens, wish you lots of love and peace!!

Hugs,

Matt

 

[FuneralCry]

I think sometimes a change is the best thing when we are struggling in our current situation. It could help. Even know it would never be possible for me, I like the idea of starting over and disappearing.

 

[goat]

That's awesome!
If you have the means, the energy, the health and the will to do it, just go for it, girl! Live your best life! We're all rooting for you to have the best adventures ever

 

[Makko]

Adventure is worth living for. Changing your environement also changes your mental and emotional state. The more radical the change, the more radical the effects. I've done it, so I know.