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TheSoulless

TheSoulless

I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
Jan 7, 2020
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This is the turning point in my life, everything that has happened so far has led to this. I did write a similar post a while back, too. This is the point where I need to choose whether to start recovery or experience my first — and hopefully last — ctb attempt. And the threshold I need to get over to start recovery is really, really high.

In any case, I'm becoming a burden to my family. No job, no school, I just stay in my room all day. Can't keep doing this forever. Change will come soon. The last three years have felt like an eternity, it's about time something happened.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Sorry to hear you are suffering, this life really can be tiring. I wish you well in whatever you decide to do.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
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I feel the same way and I am mostly confined to my room too. It sucks.
 
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