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Bullit

Bullit

Mage
May 6, 2021
504
Well,I slept late today,was off. Depression baby! Anyway had a weird dream. I was living with my boyhood friend David,and his two older brothers. Then David moved out. His two older brothers became mean,accusing me of using their stuff.

Donny said I took his ice cream! Eddy said something else I did bad. In real life,Donny ctb in the 1970s! How can I dream about him?

So I wanted to move to David's,but he was no longer David,he was my wife Deirdre,whom I mourn and whose death will lead me one day to ctb.
The I woke up.
My life? Fucked,baby,fucked.
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
1,157
Yeah, sounds pretty intense and fucked.

I'm sorry to hear about your wife.

Dreams are most disturbing in my experience.
 

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