This is the end for me soon (I hope)

[Lost Magic]

Well it has been another horrible year and I had a major panic attack not long ago. I am all alone and even if I manage to get through Christmas, I won't make it till summer. I will continue my daily rituals alongside making plans to exit. I can no longer 'pretend' that things can or will improve. God help me!

 

[Manaaja]

I'm sorry your life has been awful. Living on this planet can be truly full of suffering and torment. And sometimes no matter what you do, life just won't improve.

Panic attacks are horrible, I hope you are feeling a bit calmer. I'm mostly alone as well, but at least this forum exists. You can always come here and talk.

I hope you can find peace!

 

[FuneralCry]

Life is very horrible. I understand it is hard to carry on when everything is hopeless. I wish you the best, I hope you find peace and freedom from suffering.

 

[ClownMe]

Im sorry you're suffering so much @paulstrong existence really is painful.

 

[lostinthebleak]

I understand your pain my friend. I've been and am dealing with similar issues. It hurts to pretend everything is ok when your hurting so much inside

 

[Rational man]

I lost light in my life. its become a dark cold, loneliest world. I feel sad because there was a time of love and hope and then like a domino effect, everything fell apart. I feel your pain..hugs ❤

 

[VoidDesirer22]

Panic attacks are no joke. I first had one when the only person I loved decided to leave me. It feels like a death.
I hope you find peace.