Things stopping me from improving are interfering with me ctb

[blacknwhitedreams]

Brain fog and fatigue. Other cognitive problems are chronic hindrances interfering with me improving.
Sadly these things are interfering with ctb. I feel overwhelmed planning for it. Then there is fear of failure. What if others around me catch me?
I don't have courage either.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are in this situation. I can imagine that it must be awful what you are going through. Health problems can be horrible as they are capable of torturing us. The fear of failure is the main thing that is holding me back from ctb, I understand, I wish we lived in a world where our right to die is respected and we could exit peacefully for when the time is right for us. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[CommitSudoku]

Same. Especially fatigue is awful when dealing with. Sometimes I think these things are all SI/coping. I know for myself I work too much to try to fill the void that's there whenever I do have time off. But my mental state gets worse and I don't make progress on plans, and then the tiredness just always sits on my consciousness and time goes by wasted. It's a loop you can drown in.

I can't assuage your fears sadly, and I don't know your situation to offer useless suggestions. I wish you the best in whatever happens and welcome to the forums here.