2026 is my year.

[Yurak Hunt]

I have decided this will be my year to leave this life. Things have just gotten way too hard and I'm done. I have to make sure I succeed this time so maybe I am looking for a bit of guidance as well. My options #1) partial hanging #2) jumping in front of a train and #3) CO (in a car). Going back to the hospital is just not an option.

I am thinking partial hanging is the way as it seems pretty reliable. I think most trains have things to prevent you from going under them and could just throw you off the tracks. The CO option would be to use the coal method inside my car. The problem here is that I would have to find a place to park for the entire night where no one would find me, around here, thats harder than you'd think.

I have played around with finding my cartoids and got to the point where my entire body went numb. I guess my fear would be how will the rope stay in this exact position? I won't have to worry about the main 2 failure methods as I can find something strong enough, and I can find a place where I won't be found. Are there any other common failures in this method?

Thanks in advance for any and all advice.

 

[isthisthingon]

. The problem here is that I would have to find a place to park for the entire night where no one would find me, around here, thats harder than you'd think.

yes, it is really hard to find a place. Especially considering you have to burn charcoals which would cause a smoke plume for 20-30 minutes.

I have played around with finding my cartoids and got to the point where my entire body went numb. .

What method did you use to find your carotids? Was it just your hands placed firmly?