There's no point if there's no enjoyment

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Why going on living if I don't enjoy anything? This is pointless. I don't want to force myself to live.

 

[Mr2005]

Right. I've got a girlfriend but I don't have sex with her. I've got a SNES but I don't play it etc etc

 

[DyingAlf]

My thoughts exactly
Well almost exactly.... I'd be more likely to say I don't want to force myself to exist (because this isn't living)

 

[Spitfire]

I do not really enjoy much of anything anymore either.

What I used to truly enjoy I am no longer able to do. I found something else for a little while, but I grew tired of it bc it just was not the same.

The other things and hobbies I used to enjoy have lost there appeal now too. I even tried... Nope, did not work.

I am pretty sure it is time to start smoking some good weed and hang with family for a few months before sending myself off to get away from all of this.

That is the plan anyway, and I will enjoy doing that before I go.. the time

 

[MariV]

yes...the title of the thread is so self-evident that i wonder how can people reject it. 2 friends of mine have ctbd and i indeed relieved that they ended their sorrow

 

[Meditation guide]

Why going on living if I don't enjoy anything? This is pointless. I don't want to force myself to live.

There is no point. I've not cried in a few months now and was proud that I could go so long without breaking down but now,
I shed a few tears. I've reached my breaking point finally. It's way past not enjoying anything for me, that was years ago.
I was trying to tell myself what fun I was having watching youtube videos.
I think I've seen most of them by now.

 

[foxdie]

There is no point. I've not cried in a few months now and was proud that I could go so long without breaking down but now,
I shed a few tears. I've reached my breaking point finally. It's way past not enjoying anything for me, that was years ago.
I was trying to tell myself what fun I was having watching youtube videos.
I think I've seen most of them by now.

I have to keep telling YouTube to stop recommending videos I've already watched. I relate to this a lot, basically my only distraction right now. But I think my laptop might be dying so things might get interesting (or the opposite actually) very soon.

 

[Spitfire]

I have to keep telling YouTube to stop recommending videos I've already watched. I relate to this a lot, basically my only distraction right now. But I think my laptop might be dying so things might get interesting (or the opposite actually) very soon.

Lucky laptop

 

[foxdie]

Lucky laptop

Made me laugh thanks for that mon ami

 

[Shinkansen]

in life I have done nothing but study and work.
I didn't have a good time and never had a girlfriend, and I also grew up in a dysfunctional family.
life is hell for many people.

 

[pdyduc]

Genuinely living like a cog in the machine at this point.

 

[nitroautnz]

Yeah, just taking day one by one at the moment, waiting the bus...

 

[FuneralCry]

I agree, I feel like I died a long time ago. People act like death is the worst thing but an empty life is worse.

 

[LenkaX]

I think that if you are lonely and socially isolated and you know this will never get better plus you don't enjoy your past hobbies anymore, then it's the right time to contemplate suicide. I think I'm ready for an attempt of hanging the following Wednesday. I will try not to overthink it because the most successful people with CTB just do it and don't even think about it.

 

[islima]

Exactly what is point of of living when you have nothing that makes you happy and you enjoy.

 

[Superdeterminist]

100% agree. In my view, life should be enjoyable, and that's a view I'll never change. Some people don't agree with this though, which I find both baffling and sad.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I think that if you are lonely and socially isolated and you know this will never get better plus you don't enjoy your past hobbies anymore, then it's the right time to contemplate suicide. I think I'm ready for an attempt of hanging the following Wednesday. I will try not to overthink it because the most successful people with CTB just do it and don't even think about it.

This is how I feel. I feel lonely all the time even when I'm with people and I don't enjoy my past hobbies. It's not the same emotion. Maybe I distract myself a little but it's not the same kind of enjoyment as some years ago. And that's why I think anytime would be good to ctb because I'm already done with life.

 

[Ghost2211]

Feeling lonely in a group is even worse than feeling lonely alone. I'm sorry you're so sad.

 

[TheSomebody]

I don't feel happiness anymore. If I'm not sad, I'm normal. It's the best I can get and it sucks.

Since the meaning of life is up to you, then a life you despise is not worth living. You're just torturing yourself for nothing