There really is no painless way to go

[Painless_end]

If you want to escape the struggle and meaninglessness of your life.

Those who manage to do it, they do it despite the pain and uncertainty.

Whatever else they may have failed at in life, they manage somehow to succeed in this final step.

 

[sarahwilliams]

I know this is an old thread but I just want to say to whoever is reading this, our lives are never meaningless. No matter who you are or how insignificant you feel, your life is an infinitely important thread in the tapestry of our world. I don't mean to derail the original poster, I just wanted to leave a little bit of positivity and something I've personally come to realize to be true.

 

[FuneralCry]

The fear of failure and the lack of peaceful and reliable way to exit is what holds me back from ctb. Ctb really is so difficult, and I envy those with the courage to end their pain. Non existence is what I want the most and more than anything I wish that it was easier to leave this world.

 

[Darkover]

N will do the trick it will be peacefull as possible its just getting it through customs thats the problem and having the money to buy it in the first place

 

[rationaltake]

I know this is an old thread but I just want to say to whoever is reading this, our lives are never meaningless. No matter who you are or how insignificant you feel, your life is an infinitely important thread in the tapestry of our world. I don't mean to derail the original poster, I just wanted to leave a little bit of positivity and something I've personally come to realize to be true.

My life is meaningless. It is pure pointless suffering. If your experience of life is positive then I'm glad for you.

 

[Foresight]

I know this is an old thread but I just want to say to whoever is reading this, our lives are never meaningless. No matter who you are or how insignificant you feel, your life is an infinitely important thread in the tapestry of our world. I don't mean to derail the original poster, I just wanted to leave a little bit of positivity and something I've personally come to realize to be true.

Nothing has ever felt more false to me.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I know this is an old thread but I just want to say to whoever is reading this, our lives are never meaningless. No matter who you are or how insignificant you feel, your life is an infinitely important thread in the tapestry of our world. I don't mean to derail the original poster, I just wanted to leave a little bit of positivity and something I've personally come to realize to be true.

Sorry to single you out @sarahwilliams . But i just see these kind of posts all over youtube comments etc. And it frustrates me that i can't respond on youtube because they'll ban me on youtube for saying the truth : that life has no objective purpose and that life is meaningless.

Someone may have a subjective purpose and that's ok with me.

You or anyone: what would you say makes my life meaningful? i don't see any meaning, purpose or reason for me to continue working and trying to struggle against a sea of troubles dealing now with level 3 pain waiting for level 10 pain as in a brain stroke or homelessness or dementia to hit me. For what reason? . i don't see a purpose to life. i don't see a reason to put up with suffering, to put up with anything or to do anything.

Death, pain, old age and disease are inevitable. Pain is a lot worse than people can remember or imagine.

 

[sarahwilliams]

I hope this isn't annoying but I totally get your response too. I didn't feel this way until I got confronted with a possible diagnosis of a terminal illness. Ironically I thought I wanted to die for years until I was confronted with actually dying and it being non-negotiable, far sooner than I thought, and that I won't be myself when I finally leave. Suddenly all I want is to live! I then got really into reading about near death experiences, and I personally came to the conclusion that our lives are meaningful because of our relationships to other people. I realized that my life has a ripple effect whether I wanted it to have one or not. This is just me though! Everyone has a right to interpret our time on this earth however they choose.

 

[VoidDesirer22]

I hope this isn't annoying but I totally get your response too. I didn't feel this way until I got confronted with a possible diagnosis of a terminal illness. Ironically I thought I wanted to die for years until I was confronted with actually dying and it being non-negotiable, far sooner than I thought, and that I won't be myself when I finally leave. Suddenly all I want is to live! I then got really into reading about near death experiences, and I personally came to the conclusion that our lives are meaningful because of our relationships to other people. I realized that my life has a ripple effect whether I wanted it to have one or not. This is just me though! Everyone has a right to interpret our time on this earth however they choose.

The only thing that is non-negotiable to me is my ctb. Life is fucking boring and painful most of the time.

 

[jimmy7754]

It's too bad I'm stuck in a dead end job pushing pay check to pay check .. trying to find a vice to hang onto before I loose it completely and off myself in my car.

 

[HellWorld]

N is supposed to be a painless way to go but reading about how it works was a little scary for me.

 

[whatevs]

I know this is an old thread but I just want to say to whoever is reading this, our lives are never meaningless. No matter who you are or how insignificant you feel, your life is an infinitely important thread in the tapestry of our world. I don't mean to derail the original poster, I just wanted to leave a little bit of positivity and something I've personally come to realize to be true.

I think this conversation needs to be had and to the extent that it might be necessary. This is the most important issue to be talked about on SS, or in life actually. I am grateful that you came out to defend what is not a popular opinion in here, and I hope that you can explain yourself carefully and thoughtfully.

I hope this isn't annoying but I totally get your response too. I didn't feel this way until I got confronted with a possible diagnosis of a terminal illness. Ironically I thought I wanted to die for years until I was confronted with actually dying and it being non-negotiable, far sooner than I thought, and that I won't be myself when I finally leave. Suddenly all I want is to live! I then got really into reading about near death experiences, and I personally came to the conclusion that our lives are meaningful because of our relationships to other people. I realized that my life has a ripple effect whether I wanted it to have one or not. This is just me though! Everyone has a right to interpret our time on this earth however they choose.

Fair enough. Sadly this means those that have no one are free to go, no?

Sorry to single you out @sarahwilliams . But i just see these kind of posts all over youtube comments etc. And it frustrates me that i can't respond on youtube because they'll ban me on youtube for saying the truth : that life has no objective purpose and that life is meaningless.

Someone may have a subjective purpose and that's ok with me.

You or anyone: what would you say makes my life meaningful? i don't see any meaning, purpose or reason for me to continue working and trying to struggle against a sea of troubles dealing now with level 3 pain waiting for level 10 pain as in a brain stroke or homelessness or dementia to hit me. For what reason? . i don't see a purpose to life. i don't see a reason to put up with suffering, to put up with anything or to do anything.

Death, pain, old age and disease are inevitable. Pain is a lot worse than people can remember or imagine.

They don't ban you on ThemTube for being a nihilist, where did you get that? I have seen quite the edgy and bleak commentary in my years on there, I produced part of it, lol.

They banned most of my conspiracy theorist buddies though, that much is true.

 

[VoidDesirer22]

N is supposed to be a painless way to go but reading about how it works was a little scary for me.

I am so worried for the average person if N is scary to some people. N is above and beyond peaceful to like how billions of humans have died.

 

[HellWorld]

I still have a pretty strong fear of death so that probably plays a role in it for me.


The quote feature isn't working for me. :(

 

[sarahwilliams]

Fair enough. Sadly this means those that have no one are free to go, no?

Oh no, I didn't mean it that way at all. Everyone is important Even if you don't have anyone close to you or any personal relationships in your life right now, I think we're still unavoidably connected to other people that we encounter just going about our lives. Even the worker who's line you're in at the grocery store. Regardless of it feels significant, you were a part of that person's day for a few moments. This is just a realization I had after my world became very small. There were times when I didn't think I was connected to anyone at all, but I realized I was and had been my entire life just by being alive. I don't mean to be argumentative and I hope I'm conveying myself well!