Venting The world is better with me gone (nonsense rambling)

[SoonToBeSoil]

I'm genuinely such a horrible person I am going to take so many things to the grave (soon hopefully). I lie, steal, cheat, and hurt people and I feel no remorse as long as no one finds out. I feel completely separate from everyone in my life. They're not like me, everyone in my community seems like a genuinely good person. I feel so out of place there. I feel like I'm seperate from them. I just do not understand social things and I do not want to take part anymore. I just want to be dead.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

You seem pretty remorseful to me, even if you don't always feel that way. My personal opinion is that the world will still be a garbage hellhole regardless of whether you are gone or not because to me that is what it is and always has been.

 

[SoonToBeSoil]

You seem pretty remorseful to me, even if you don't always feel that way. My personal opinion is that the world will still be a garbage hellhole regardless of whether you are gone or not because to me that is what it is and always has been.

I realized that as I was writing and I hated it also you're right it always will be until it ends
My wish to be dead is separate from how I think about the world just to be clear