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deathisnear

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May 23, 2021
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The walls are closing in y'all. It's overtaking my mind. I've run across a few people who really support my decision outside of this forum even and it's reinforced everything for me, I know I will hurt some people and that has kept me here for years, but that is slowly going away and I am only focusing on ctb. I've never felt closer and it feels so good. I know I have things to do, write notes etc, which is still overwhelming to me, but this is my only way out and my only way to peace. I feel it coming and I accept it and it will hopefully be great and instant in the next few months or so.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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This life really can be cruel and there is no limit as to how bad it can get. This is why death brings me a lot of comfort really, it solves all of life's problems. I understand how you would feel relieved, knowing it is coming to an end. I wish you peace if this is what you want.
 
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deathisnear

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May 23, 2021
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This life really can be cruel and there is no limit as to how bad it can get. This is why death brings me a lot of comfort really, it solves all of life's problems. I understand how you would feel relieved, knowing it is coming to an end. I wish you peace if this is what you want.
You always hit the nail on the head, hopefully peace will come soon, this life and this world is so cruel, it's definitely time for my exit, hopefully soon
 
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wishing you the best <3
 
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