The moment you say enough

[lunargreenx]

Today I've decided to give myself an ultimatum.

Next week I am having math exam for admission to university. This could be a fresh start if I pass. I need 70 percentile. If I don't do this, this is the end for me.

I gave myself second chances at SO many points in my life. Failure after failure. And I already know I am going to fail this one too. Trigonometric functions which I don't know shit about are gonna end me. What a life.

But at some point you just have to say enough is enough. And I suffered for 15 of my 20 year old wretched life. It's got to stop. I've been miserable for too long.

 

[WornOutLife]

Wish you the best in your exam! Just study a bit everyday and relax by listening to music or something like that.
Taking breaks is the key to study properly.

Hugs and best of luck!

 

[Into The Void]

Just get on some meds and apply later when you understand everything that is going to be on the test. If not then you know where the nearest rope is.

 

[Celerity]

I have a similar requirement for PA school. If I get in, I'll take (yet) another crack at life. If not, bullet to the brain in a state park.

 

[Odwin]

Then I wish you luck. I rather see someone happy :3

 

[fred farkle]

if you flunk,re apply for the next test. or go to a junior college for a while. dont bet your life on a test.

 

[lunargreenx]

if you flunk,re apply for the next test. or go to a junior college for a while. dont bet your life on a test.

I only have one shot. I just don't want to suffer after this anymore. Either a good college - meaning a chance to get the fuck out of the country or dying here. So, no other options for me. And I am tired of trying and getting disappointed eveytime.