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Avril

Avril

Unlovable.
Aug 8, 2020
577
Is anyone else here 100 percent sure that they'll die by their own hands but not really rushing into it?
 
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Moon Flower

I'll soon be sleeping sound
Oct 14, 2019
536
Completely. If I'm gonna die eventually anyway why not have it be on my terms?
 
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summers

Visionary
Nov 4, 2020
2,493
Completely. If I'm gonna die eventually anyway why not have it be on my terms?
That is almost word for word my own reasoning. Great minds think alike :)
 
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Soulless Angel

Soulless Angel

Did someone say Rum?
Jul 6, 2020
1,272
yep, currently professionals see me as attention seeking as I haven't gone through with it fully, but similar to @lunarpoppies420 why not die on our own terms, in our own time in our own way?
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Of course and before end of year hopefully
 
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Adamsnolife

Adamsnolife

Arcanist
May 5, 2020
401
Yes very much so.
 
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Lilium

Member
May 2, 2020
57
Yeah definitely, just waiting for the right storm of events.
 
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RedHarlequin

RedHarlequin

Mage
Jul 8, 2018
530
I would rather stay a little longer, but I don't have a choice unfortunately. I am really happy however, that I get to leave and I don't have to be stuck here in endless suffering.
 
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Elementalist
Nov 11, 2020
885
Is anyone else here 100 percent sure that they'll die by their own hands but not really rushing into it?
I'm planning to die this year. I'm struggling so hard tho because I love my doggies they're everything to me.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,157
Natural death scares me more than any method here. So yes I'm sure, I just haven't set a date yet.
 
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Member
Dec 27, 2019
84
i ve always known i would hv killed myself ..its like a tragedy i alredy know how it ends i just hope in the next 2 weeks i can do it ):
 
yive

yive

life is evil
Nov 6, 2020
695
i will 100% die by my own hands (unless something kills me before that, of course).
even if i survive 2020, i will definitely ctb in 2021
 
yetme

yetme

Arcanist
Oct 20, 2019
486
Is anyone else here 100 percent sure that they'll die by their own hands but not really rushing into it?

I really fucking hope so, because the other option is just plain horrifying
 
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hoping to lose hope

hoping to lose hope

<3 Message me to trade music <3
Nov 14, 2020
848
I can only hope I do but I am afraid as I am numb and resilient to stress now.
 
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summers

Visionary
Nov 4, 2020
2,493
Is anyone else here 100 percent sure that they'll die by their own hands but not really rushing into it?
It's hard to be 100% sure until you have the barrel in your mouth. But I will say, for me, the chance of me dying another way is very small.

But there is a chance I'll get lucky and get killed by someone else, or in some kind of accident.
 

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