The emotional composition of your average day

[deflationary]

What are the main emotions that you go through in your average day? If there is such a thing as an average day for you. Nowadays mine would be something like:

Boredom or a low-key sort of despair: 60%
Full-blown sadness: 25%
Anger: 10%
Absorbtion: 5%

Actually I have no faith in my powers of self-awareness or memory so this might be totally off. But it sounds about right.

 

[FuneralCry]

I always feel bored and I am tired all the time. Most of the time I feel hopeless. I spend all the time wishing I was not alive. There is always this feeling of emptiness, and nothing can take it away, it is like I have already died in a way. Overall, I only really experience negative emotions, because I want absolutely nothing to do with life.

 

[rationaltake]

Me? Mental agony. Anguished boredom. Pain about things I used to like but now just hurt. Not sure about proportions. Clear logic with no emotion.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

As soon as I wake up, am assaulted by the never ending thoughts that drive my misery further and further into darkness. Most days I will get pissed and have to very strongly resist the urge to just leave work, go home, grab my kit, go to my spot and just put my plan in motion you fucking coward. You always talk about doing it, well fucking do it already. Jesus I am such a fucking loser....

 

[NONO89]

I feel mental agony for around 50% of the day partaking in various OCD rituals. Then anxiety looms around for at least 20% of the day because most of the tasks I do trigger some of my obsession. For the other 30% I feel depressed, lonely empty and bored; it feels like a never-ending hell on earth. I have no passions whatsoever and the only thought that gives me joy is imagining me CTB.

 

[TheHatedOne]

Overall I feel anger and frustration towards the fact I was brought here against my will on a dying rock with limited resources among humans that eat each other (figuratively speaking for now) and now I have to suffer and be in pain, and worry about needs and do meaningless repetitive shit and deal with the traumas that shitty humans gave me just to die (maybe?) one day. I shouldn't exist and I was not made for life.

This is combined with anger, sadness and if I have to go out ohohoh do I get overly misanthropic.

At night when I drink I tend to numb myself but my demons still haunt me. There are rare moments, rare moments when I feel quite calm, like last night. And even moments when I feel loving but that's rare and lasts a little obviously.

 

[Ch92921]

Anger, depression

 

[Snake of Eden]

Overlap of dread, self loathing, disbelief, discomort, jealousy, resentment, anger, despair, frustration, sadness

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

50% sad.
50% neutral.
100% retarded.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

50% sad.
50% neutral.
100% retarded.

Disagree with that third statement.

 

[ascetic_]

Mainly anger and despair.

 

[LonelyBrazilian]

25% sadness
25% bitterness
25% hopelessness
25% boredom

 

[yive]

hatred. hatred is my second name. in short, only negative emotions

 

[everydayiloveyou]

I wake up feeling happy. Then I have to work or go to school, and then I get tense and nervous. I come back from those, then I feel depressed. I go to sleep feeling sad, until I wake up the next day and feel happy again.

so probably like
20% happy
40% nervous/tense
40% depressed

 

[Ch92921]

Depressed high tension

 

[Scribble Fan]

Usually I feel anxious, sad, angry, resentful, and deeply agitated.

 

[cloudnone]

I spend about 10% of the day hyper fixated on math games. The rest of the day really depends on who I'm surrounded with. If it's one of the maybe two or three people I love, it'll be 30% happiness, the rest is mental anguish usually.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

As soon as I wake up, am assaulted by the never ending thoughts that drive my misery further and further into darkness. Most days I will get pissed and have to very strongly resist the urge to just leave work, go home, grab my kit, go to my spot and just put my plan in motion you fucking coward. You always talk about doing it, well fucking do it already. Jesus I am such a fucking loser....

What is your kit?

 

[avoid_slow_death]

What is your kit?

The SN type.

 

[Night_Crew]

From approximately 2-3 minutes after waking up (likely after terrible night's sleep), my day is consistently around 60% plagued by feelings of sorrow combined with 30% self-criticism and 10% suicidal ideatation. At times, especially as they day progresses, the feeling of low self-worth and ideatation increase with sorrow replaced by despair.

I'm probably near to day 1,000 of consecutively feeling like this.

 

[Maaizr]

these days, i feel nothing or blind rage or endless sorrow or im just horny haha one of three i guess

 

[ihatemylife]

In this order -
Dread for the new day
Anger
Agony
Pain
Regret for years lost to suffering
Fear that it will never end
Then dread again anticipating the next day.

 

[Crimsonghost3]

Wake up brain connects that im now awake so clenched teeth all day constant stress and anxiety mixed with bouts of numbness and extreme loneliness. Oh and random breakdowns of trying to not cry for an hour until I go back to numb

 

[trianglesplayhouse]

Average decent day
60% - feeling nothing - distracted by something or zoned out
30% - noticeably depressed
10% - uncomfortably hyper

Average shit day looks a lot different. Decent days are eh, I use it to plan or sometimes do things, but shit days are hell

 

[blueclover_.]

Stress over my pile of unwritten assignments. Emptiness. Pointlessness.