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bluupup

bluupup

cronus
Jun 7, 2026
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I should move it up to right now instead of when I turn 45. its too fucking long. I should die right now.
 
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Kokonoe

Kokonoe

Worthless Doll
Apr 20, 2023
169
i also want to die right now. just as soon as i possibly can.
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,979
I used to think I wanted to do it at 40, but I'm only 33 and have made multiple goodbye threads on here so who knows when I might die? I just wish I could end my suffering in a peaceful way and make that peaceful option available to everyone who wants it.
 
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Ben 111

Ben 111

Experienced
Apr 29, 2026
211
Yeah me too..im tired of living
 
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