Thank you SS for being so supportive and non judgemental

[FireFox]

Hello SS

I turn 25 years old in a few days and I joined this forum at aged 22.

This the only forum where I can truly express my feelings without being judged. In the real world nobody wants to listen or take my feelings seriously. I have finally given up reaching out to people when I am depressed because all they did was let me down when i neeeded them the most. At university I told my friends I was depressed and suicidal one of them stopped talking to me and another began to distance herself from me. My family generally don't listen and just don't take seriously how I feel. I have now accepted I will die in my 30s by suicide and its the best option for me. I really wanted to live and enjoy but didn't know how. I am not strong for this world and deeply disappointed in how my life turned out to be. Knowing everything I know how I would have ended my life at 18.

I want to thank everyone for being so non judgemental and always listening when I feel so low. Its so comforting the replies I receive on my threads. What I love about SS is people here are so real and everyone here has interesting perspectives on life and the wider world.

I apologise for all the times if I ever hurt anyone in my comments or just been annoying. I am aware I can be stubborn and my emotions are all the place. My thoughts are very racing and they don't stop.

Thank you SS for everything

FireFox :)

 

[Imissyoumydarling]

I agree completely. I'm new to the site but I'm blown away by how supportive everyone is - even talking others out of their decision if they seem the slightest bit worried.

It's so refreshing to see people talk to one another with full support and a genuine desire for others to get better, while still recognising their right to a dignified end.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are in such a hopeless situation. This life is just so unfair. I feel like in general, people can be very disappointing and can often make things worse. People often do not understand as they haven't been in a similar situation themselves. In a world where there is so much pain, suicide should not be so stigmatised. I wish you the best in whatever happens and I hope you find relief from your suffering.