thank you, death.

[xXSufferingXx]

thank you, death, for making it so that no matter how bad your problems are;
one day when we meet, it will not matter one bit.

you could have the worst, most agonizing life in all of existence, but death will save you eventually.

that's why the thought of my death comforts me.
when there was covid; i was sniffing packages i recived, hoping to get sick if the delivery person had covid.
or eating green potato chips whenever i found a green one in the bag lol... bc i heard it causes cancer.

 

[Knoc]

I regret not killing myself sooner and allowong myself to suffer so much tho, even if in the end nothing matters, living with so much pain for so long was so unnecesary in retrospective.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand and I personally find so much comfort in the thought of never suffering in this futile and torturous existence ever again, all I hope for is to be unconscious for all eternity with all finally gone and forgotten with no more pain and no more suffering, for me non-existence really is all that's positive and is all I see as desirable. I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway, ceasing to exist truly is the only peace for me and is all I hope for, I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed at all.