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Experienced
- Jul 7, 2025
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Many people are former Christians and Catholics. However I was not raised as them. I was basically raised under spirituality and the idea of life review that when you die there is no hell. Go to the light(HELL NO FOR ME! :(.), get a life review where you'll feel every ounce of pain you've inflicted upon others whether directly or not. And then, here's the REAL terrifying part! If you CTB, you'll be peer pressed by supposed "all loving and empathetic" beings into reincarnating to go through the same pain you've experienced in your life in order to grow your soul in the afterlife.
I keep on finding flaws and terrible things to point out in these beliefs but DAMN IT! I'm still terrified of it might being true! :(.
Like I just want a peaceful non existence, not to be forced back into another life of torment because I checked out too early!

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Part of me thinks that this is humanities way of trying to protect themselves and stay alive because suicide is naturally taboo and anyone who does it will make
People uncomfortable and miserable and probably jealous knowing that that person had the balls to CTB. Because in Christianity or Catholicism it's that you burn in hell but atleast with that that god won't force you to reincarnate on earth or peer pressure you. And hell! He'll just destroy your soul always! :). Basically a mercy compared to this spirituality stuff where basically you're forced to suffer until you become "one with the universe" or some cruel bullshit like that! :(.
I keep on finding flaws and terrible things to point out in these beliefs but DAMN IT! I'm still terrified of it might being true! :(.
Like I just want a peaceful non existence, not to be forced back into another life of torment because I checked out too early!
Part of me thinks that this is humanities way of trying to protect themselves and stay alive because suicide is naturally taboo and anyone who does it will make
People uncomfortable and miserable and probably jealous knowing that that person had the balls to CTB. Because in Christianity or Catholicism it's that you burn in hell but atleast with that that god won't force you to reincarnate on earth or peer pressure you. And hell! He'll just destroy your soul always! :). Basically a mercy compared to this spirituality stuff where basically you're forced to suffer until you become "one with the universe" or some cruel bullshit like that! :(.