Suicide wins

[Flying Away]

After past two weeks I have been up and down. Last few days and been the final crash. So I am in the process of leaving this hell. I was gonna wait until weekend but now seems little point. One email or WhatsApp message could have changed my life but instead silence ends it. I have one hour to live. No one knows where I am this time, no goodbye emails. Nothing just me staring into to abyss. Looking for such pure relief.

 

[TAW122]

I'm sorry to hear about your predicament and I wish you peace in whatever you choose to do.

 

[FuneralCry]

It really is such a cruel and depressing life and I'm sorry that it has come to this point for you. I hope that you find freedom from your suffering.

 

[Flying Away]

Chosen, taken now just waiting. One hour for message from someone or death.

 

[Klophy]

Whatever happens, I hope you're able to free yourself from the suffering and find peace.

 

[Flying Away]

And so it ends. If I have it right it should be over soon

 

[Endtimes1]

And so it ends. If I have it right it should be over soon

Are you sure about your method?

 

[Flying Away]

Are you sure about your method?

As sure as you can be about any method. Thank you for asking

 

[Endtimes1]

As sure as you can be about any method. Thank you for asking

How are you doing?

 

[Flying Away]

How are you doing?

Pretty much the same.

 

[Flying Away]

Given hope then the next minute it's taken away. Plans are in place. Calming my mind now. Think this weekend will be my last. Need something solid but just sinking in quicksand