Suicidal again

[EricSmith2000]

Ive been wanting to kill myself for the greater part of a year now, but I cant get the commitment to do it or make my life into something worth living. Ive tried and failed to change things around a few times, but I still cant go through with the only alternative. I have too much social anxiety and too many problems speaking to tell anyone, but thats the only advise anyone on the internet has.

I can make no moves. This is checkmate.

 

[any%]

Sorry that it is so hard for you. I only know too well that feeling of being stuck but at the same time riding along with time.

 

[dysfunctional]

Right there with you. Had a period of mania/hypomania where I definitely didn't want to die. Then it wore off and I severely crashed again.