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dlmjade

dlmjade

Maddhattress
Feb 21, 2022
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I am stuck i a terrible intense self hate spiral and at the point that i cant she anything except that im bad and stupid and toxic and a burden. i feel like i have to protect people from me by dying. im at the tipping point. i dont think this will ever change so why stay
 
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BluesRunTheGame

BluesRunTheGame

Blackpilled
Dec 15, 2020
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This might help?

 
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dlmjade

dlmjade

Maddhattress
Feb 21, 2022
13
So I should just accept im those things? and i dont have any friendss for support so that makes it even more like i should die
 
BluesRunTheGame

BluesRunTheGame

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Dec 15, 2020
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No but you might find other people who likewise hate themselves and thus connection is possible.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,593
It sounds really awful what you are going through, living can be very painful as our thoughts can torture us. I know that it is hard to carry on when everything feels so hopeless. I hope that you find relief from your suffering.
 
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