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sometimes i just want to be sad. sometimes i don't want to "fix my thoughts". i get annoyed with everyone telling me i need to work on changing my thoughts and getting out of my head. i know they mean the best and i appreciate them for trying, but i've been working to change myself for 10 years, i don't have it in my to keep fighting like people want me to
 
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Darksektori

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Jun 8, 2020
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sometimes i just want to be sad. sometimes i don't want to "fix my thoughts". i get annoyed with everyone telling me i need to work on changing my thoughts and getting out of my head. i know they mean the best and i appreciate them for trying, but i've been working to change myself for 10 years, i don't have it in my to keep fighting like people want me to
I'm sorry for your pain if you need to talk or vent please feel free.
 
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painoflife

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Jul 27, 2019
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sometimes i just want to be sad. sometimes i don't want to "fix my thoughts". i get annoyed with everyone telling me i need to work on changing my thoughts and getting out of my head. i know they mean the best and i appreciate them for trying, but i've been working to change myself for 10 years, i don't have it in my to keep fighting like people want me to
I can completely relate to this. I hope you can get some peace (from other people)
 

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