Venting Sometimes I blink longer than norm

[Dead beat dad]

Hello friends,
Sometimes I blink for longer than I need to.
I think some of us who struggle with suicidal thoughts sometimes wish this decision was taken for us.
Like we may be snuffed out by a freak accident that ends us in a heartbeat. Crushed by a sign saying 'Luck of the Irish,' hit by a careless drunk behind the wheel, huge aneurism, what ever.
When I blink a part me likes to think a parallel universe forms and one of these events occurs and it is the end of me.
Let's face it in the history of the universe our time here really is the blink of an eye anyway.

I'm just venting really as I am not loving myself a lot right now. Thanks for reading if you did. I wish peace brothers and sisters
DBD

 

[Deathbydemo]

Being snuffed out by a freak accident would be wonderful right now.

 

[ghostspace]

I can relate to this so much. I pretend I'm dying every night as I fall asleep. It's my own morbid form of meditation.

Truly sorry you're in a bad place. ♡

 

[Dead beat dad]

I can relate to this so much. I pretend I'm dying every night as I fall asleep. It's my own morbid form of meditation.

Truly sorry you're in a bad place. ♡

Thank you brother and peace be with you

 

[bigtasty]

I can relate to this so much. I pretend I'm dying every night as I fall asleep. It's my own morbid form of meditation.

Truly sorry you're in a bad place. ♡

I'm glad I'm not the only one, falling asleep thinking I'm dying and thinking how peaceful it'll be and never waking again.