Venting Some days are really hard

[ZardozOmega]

I'm really struggling right now. I can't stop thinking about mistakes I made in the past, and I abhor the current state of things. How did I end like this? When did it go so wrong? So many things I can't fix, they just keep coming back.

 

[WornOutLife]

Memories of the past are haunting me so much that sometimes, I end up searching my MEAN high school classmates on facebook and seeing how unfair life was for me in comparison to theirs.

Anyway, I like to call the days you describe as "hard knock days". We'll get over them but I don't know how long it'll take. That's why I'm planning to CTB properly ASAP.

Hugs and love

 

[JackTheStripper]

Feel you. Especially at night when I close my eyes my brain decides to torture me with every mistake I ever made. Makes sleeping kinda hard^^"
Just know that you're not alone. We all make mistakes and we all need to pay the price for making them :/

 

[Still fighting]

I'm really struggling right now. I can't stop thinking about mistakes I made in the past, and I abhor the current state of things. How did I end like this? When did it go so wrong? So many things I can't fix, they just keep coming back.

I've made horrible mistakes too. Horrible. I'm watching YouTube videos on self hate

 

[AprilsBlessings]

*SENDING YOU HUGS & LOVE*

I'm going through hard days too so i feel you, i found my old phone 3 days ago and i saw all my memories there.
I realized that i lost A LOT and that i'm miserable now.
Also i'm planning to ctb soon and the whole idea is getting scarier and scarier, specially that i'm gonna die alone now.