SN questions HELP

[Mav]

I have spoken to a lot of people about how much to take, what kind?
I failed at this once already because I have digestion issues.
Would I be able to just keep drinking the solution until desired results. I'm assuming as this sucks the oxygen from the cells, no matter what.
I just don't know how much. It's curing salt. No percentages. It's pink. From "spice lab". Anyone familiar with that?

 

[rs929]

Is it even SN?
I remember you had a very traumatic experience with it before. Are you really going to try again? No judgement, just wondering if it's a good idea.

 

[Michi_Violeta]

I have spoken to a lot of people about how much to take, what kind?
I failed at this once already because I have digestion issues.
Would I be able to just keep drinking the solution until desired results. I'm assuming as this sucks the oxygen from the cells, no matter what.
I just don't know how much. It's curing salt. No percentages. It's pink. From "spice lab". Anyone familiar with that?

I seriously don't think that's SN. Not every curing salt is SN, from what I've read most curing salts sold as such have a very low percentage of SN. The recommended dose of SN is 25g assuming around 95% purity so if you tried to compensate that with quantity alone we'd be talking about over at least half a pound of salt in your stomach...and that doesn't sound pleasant AT ALL.

"One of the most common curing salts. It is also called Insta Cure #1 or Pink curing salt #1. It contains 6.25% sodium nitrite and 93.75% table salt."

Curing Salt (Prague Powder 1)

PRAGUE POWDER: One of the most common curing salts. It is also called Insta Cure #1 or Pink curing salt #1. It contains 6.25% sodium nitrite and 93.75% table salt. It is recommended for meats that require short cures and will be cooked and eaten relatively quickly. Sodium nitrite provides the...

spices.com

DO NOT CONSUME THAT IN AN ATTEMPT TO CTB. YOU WILL GET SICK AND LIKELY END UP IN THE ER, BUT YOU WILL NOT DIE.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

The pink curing salt is not going to work. You're heading towards another failure.

 

[Mav]

I seriously don't think that's SN. Not every curing salt is SN, from what I've read most curing salts sold as such have a very low percentage of SN. The recommended dose of SN is 25g assuming around 95% purity so if you tried to compensate that with quantity alone we'd be talking about over at least half a pound of salt in your stomach...and that doesn't sound pleasant AT ALL.

"One of the most common curing salts. It is also called Insta Cure #1 or Pink curing salt #1. It contains 6.25% sodium nitrite and 93.75% table salt."

Curing Salt (Prague Powder 1)

PRAGUE POWDER: One of the most common curing salts. It is also called Insta Cure #1 or Pink curing salt #1. It contains 6.25% sodium nitrite and 93.75% table salt. It is recommended for meats that require short cures and will be cooked and eaten relatively quickly. Sodium nitrite provides the...

spices.com

DO NOT CONSUME THAT IN AN ATTEMPT TO CTB. YOU WILL GET SICK AND LIKELY END UP IN THE ER, BUT YOU WILL NOT DIE.

Thank you.

The pink curing salt is not going to work. You're heading towards another failure.

Thank you.

 

[purplesky9]

I have spoken to a lot of people about how much to take, what kind?
I failed at this once already because I have digestion issues.
Would I be able to just keep drinking the solution until desired results. I'm assuming as this sucks the oxygen from the cells, no matter what.
I just don't know how much. It's curing salt. No percentages. It's pink. From "spice lab". Anyone familiar with that?

What type of digestive issues do you have?

 

[rozeske]

So it was the pink curing salt you tried? The failed attempt was likely more to do with the fact that it wasn't sn you ingested and less to do with your digestive issues or the method's drawbacks.

 

[roommate]

I would suggest you don't do this at all.
You are off with the tools and substances.
I doubt this is going to work for you.
And I'm afraid this is only going to harm you further.

 

[Mav]

So it was the pink curing salt you tried? The failed attempt was likely more to do with the fact that it wasn't sn you ingested and less to do with your digestive issues or the method's drawbacks.

No. That's what I have now, because I keep hitting wall after wall trying to get the recommended amount. I can't believe how hard it is to die when I want to. I have had 8 cardiac arrests, and I seriously cannot die. I'm considering waiting until about 2-3am an just jumping off the bridge right by me. That, or train. Medication or anything else that could possibly be toxic enough to kill me, won't work for me because of my GI tract only working 10% of what it should. I always thought that was an advantage, but I see now it's not. Anything oral would be a waste of time. I can do full suspension hanging, because I'm staying in a hotel for an extended period of time right now, and the shower bar could probably hold a horse. I just need to know exactly how to set it up. I would use the cord to one of my blankets, cause they are very long and very strong. It should not be this hard to die. I wish I could get this physician assisted. I would qualify if it was actually legal where I am. I meet all the criteria & then some to be qualified for it. But, I can't get there. I hate this so much!!!! I want to die so bad. But, I want the people around me to feel so much darkness, regret, and anger because I did it. It's getting pretty late now, so I can increase the likelihood of being successful jumping off the bridge bc traffic will be close to zip. There are 2 bridges, side by side, but stand alone. One goes east, 3 lanes… the other goes west, 4 lanes. No high fencing whatsoever. A good majority of the bridges only have a 3 foot tall cement guards. That helps make it a lot easier and more likelihood of working. I would literally go about 1/3 of the way down, put my car in park, and just walk the 20 or so feet, and jump immediately. I'd be long gone by the time someone figured out what happened, which will obviously have surveillance, so the video will speak for itself.
I cannot believe that I can't just get a peaceful passing under my terms. But, it seems impossible