smirks00ts
have you...ever done something that you regret?
- Jul 12, 2026
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I dont like how everything is too happy for me.rn. something bad has to happen. i feel it. and even then I still feel guilty. I have to apologize or whatever and do it already. but in too afraid because im just so stupid and i want to do it before I CTB. I just upset myself by looking at ex friends profiles again . Basically relapsing. I miss them so much but they all despise me. I want to be gone so bad. I moved discord aa while ago and didnt add anyone and i went tk see my main and there are no DMs whatsoever. im nothing but a background character, and even then people would be happy that I ended my life. im a disgusting waste of oxygen. I wish I did it in june every day.
I have like one of my friends whos dating me as of recent and i joined their poly and as much as I love it I feel like I dont deserve it I feel like a dipshit. I want to be deas. looking at old thinfs I once loved makes me feel nothing. death is my only moral choice so people I hurt can finally breathe a little easier even tho from what ive seen theyvdont care
I forget that it just edits things sometimes oops
I have like one of my friends whos dating me as of recent and i joined their poly and as much as I love it I feel like I dont deserve it I feel like a dipshit. I want to be deas. looking at old thinfs I once loved makes me feel nothing. death is my only moral choice so people I hurt can finally breathe a little easier even tho from what ive seen theyvdont care
I forget that it just edits things sometimes oops
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