SN has arrived safely (holding it in my hands feels like a revolver)

[deathgripsme]

Feels so surreal, I was getting really anxious it would be intercepted by customs but its here! Meto will be this week and then I have everything. Now that its basically all here I feel kind of anxious, I think I am definitely going through with it though ive committed to it too much now.

 

[juraviel]

i've stocked up on everything, written letters, set up meetings - yet im still here. it isnt ever too late to change your mind.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[deathgripsme]

I wish you the best with your plans. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

Thank you that means alot

 

[Zinz]

I felt quite relieved when I got mine, in fact i think its what calmed me down enough to hold out.
Having a way out takes a lot of pressure off.

 

[Beeper]

I felt quite relieved when I got mine, in fact i think its what calmed me down enough to hold out.
Having a way out takes a lot of pressure off.

Same here.

It is comforting to have a relatively peaceful means to exit.

With each hurdle in life I find that I think back to having the means to end the suffering.

 

[freedom_in_death]

Feels so surreal, I was getting really anxious it would be intercepted by customs but its here! Meto will be this week and then I have everything. Now that its basically all here I feel kind of anxious, I think I am definitely going through with it though ive committed to it too much now.

Congrats. If you are in the UK, may I ask where you got it from? I'm in huge debt and need to exit
asap