My SN arrived yesterday. Sooner than expected, so it's caught me slightly off guard.
I won't answer direct questions about where from - those will get this site closed down or the source stopped. I found it via googling cleverly. I don't think I've got messaging privileges yet, but happy to message if possible.
I'm on the verge of getting rid of the SN, if I'm totally honest. And I feel like that attitude may anger some of this community, given many struggle to get hold of SN, so I'm sorry if that is the case. I'm unsure if it's just the survival instinct or something real inside me that knows it needs to stay. But the other half of me needs to have a method in stock so that I feel I have an escape available. So I don't have to panic that I'm stuck here.
In terms of method, I don't have an antiemetic but I'm not convinced (from research here and elsewhere) that this is super necessary. I do have propranolol, which may help with heart rate. I'm mainly worried from my previous attempts (with different methods) that the SI will take over and I'll call for help, however sure I am that I don't want to do that.
Does anyone have any info on the interaction between SN and alcohol? I know the best advise would be to have just SN, but I'm assuming SN with alcohol would also likely be pretty effective, if necessary?
I won't answer direct questions about where from - those will get this site closed down or the source stopped. I found it via googling cleverly. I don't think I've got messaging privileges yet, but happy to message if possible.
I'm on the verge of getting rid of the SN, if I'm totally honest. And I feel like that attitude may anger some of this community, given many struggle to get hold of SN, so I'm sorry if that is the case. I'm unsure if it's just the survival instinct or something real inside me that knows it needs to stay. But the other half of me needs to have a method in stock so that I feel I have an escape available. So I don't have to panic that I'm stuck here.
In terms of method, I don't have an antiemetic but I'm not convinced (from research here and elsewhere) that this is super necessary. I do have propranolol, which may help with heart rate. I'm mainly worried from my previous attempts (with different methods) that the SI will take over and I'll call for help, however sure I am that I don't want to do that.
Does anyone have any info on the interaction between SN and alcohol? I know the best advise would be to have just SN, but I'm assuming SN with alcohol would also likely be pretty effective, if necessary?
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