Sitting at the parking garage

[imissrachel]

So Rachel is gone for good now. She moved on. I want to end my life and I'm struggling to jump. No it's not because I am not ready I'm just struggling to jump. Should I get drunk or close my eyes or something I want to be done tonight

 

[moonflow3r]

How many stories tall is the garage ? I'm afraid it could not be reliable

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

Impulse attempts often aren't successful, and rules say can't suggest on how to take your own life.

(EDIT) That being said, my DM's are open if you need someone to talk with.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Most parking garages aren't very high. Way too survivable.

 

[imissrachel]

It was 4 stories I couldn't do it. I'm talking to someone trying to order pong pong seeds

 

[itsoverforme303]

Girls are not worth it, man. Live out of spite. Show her that she didn't deserve you. I am positive you'll find someone better than her by magnitude who will love you dearly forever.

 

[eggsausagerice]

Girls are not worth it, man. Live out of spite. Show her that she didn't deserve you.

exactly (i'm hypocritical bc i would also attempt suicide if someone i'm in love with left me...)! i really think it's important to know your worth as a person and that even if a single person leaves you, you can still find another and live more of your life without them. i always think it's hardest to cope with the initial loss, since you end up sounding like a repetitive, boring, and annoying to yourself and others. it's a creeping feeling of being annoying to everyone around you because of your depression. either way, @imissrachel, i totally believe you can move past this!! it hurts most at the start! what matters most is waking up and finding reasons other than her to live.

 

[itsoverforme303]

exactly (i'm hypocritical bc i would also attempt suicide if someone i'm in love with left me...)! i really think it's important to know your worth as a person and that even if a single person leaves you, you can still find another and live more of your life without them. i always think it's hardest to cope with the initial loss, since you end up sounding like a repetitive, boring, and annoying to yourself and others. it's a creeping feeling of being annoying to everyone around you because of your depression. either way, @imissrachel, i totally believe you can move past this!! it hurts most at the start! what matters most is waking up and finding reasons other than her to live.

I tried it once when my girlfriend cheated on me. I got talked out of it. She wasn't worth it. I still didn't amount to much after that, but I did achieve more than what I would have if I had ended it then. I loved her but she wasn't worth my life.

The actual love of my life just married someone else in January lol.