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stirred crazy
- Jul 5, 2026
- 8
I've failed cbt'ing so many times it's pathetic. I'm trying PH but the pressure in my head builds, I struggle to breathe, panic, and SI kicks in. I'm fuckin mad but idk if it's gonna work tonight.
How do you numb your pain? I've been crying for the last few hours and I just want to feel like I don't exist. I used to drink, but it doesn't really cut it anymore lol. Cutting and binging + purging don't really work for me anymore either.
Edit: I hope this is the right place to post this. Still figuring out how things work around here.
How do you numb your pain? I've been crying for the last few hours and I just want to feel like I don't exist. I used to drink, but it doesn't really cut it anymore lol. Cutting and binging + purging don't really work for me anymore either.
Edit: I hope this is the right place to post this. Still figuring out how things work around here.
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