lex
Just another statistic
- Jul 7, 2020
- 49
My younger brother is becoming a father, has a loving girlfriend and is about to start a good career. And what have I got? A fucking turd on a plate of a life. I relentlessly got bullied in school, a plastic surgery that got botched, and when I though things were finally getting better I got a mysterious illness which ruined any chances I still had in life. 12 years of this shit. No career, no lasting friendships. What the fuck is this? Why do some people get it all in life while others get absolutely nothing?
How can people tell me there's a just god when some are treated so unfairly? I literally did nothing to deserve this. I didn't even have control over these things.
And after all that I'm still naive old me who thinks things eventually get better. Why do I even bother? I can't wait to finally end this miserable life
How can people tell me there's a just god when some are treated so unfairly? I literally did nothing to deserve this. I didn't even have control over these things.
And after all that I'm still naive old me who thinks things eventually get better. Why do I even bother? I can't wait to finally end this miserable life
Last edited: