Venting Late night crying

[luna674]

I just wanted love I just wanted someone for once in my life to care about me.I wanted romance why isn't that thing anymore what the fuck is wrong with this world.ive been hurt so much nothing helps.I finally ordered sn hopefully everything goes smoothly and i can take it.i swear i wont regret this i hate this world im trapped i hate being me i want out.as soon as i get it im taking it

 

[Aknu132]

It would be wonderful to have someone who loves us, I also feel so lonely, I understand you. I hope everything goes well with your CTB, if you are gonna do, I also want to go soon.

 

[amy joyce]

Do you mind saying where you are from (country/state)?
I feel like the US and Western Europe is committing national suicide and believe it's politically motivated.

There's also a big change since the internet/social media years. But I was depressed long before that. It's just gotten worse since.

 

[beyondcitadel]

Oh what i would give to love someone and be loved. i don't i'll ever get that feeling in my life no matter how i look or if someone tried to love me first

 

[amy joyce]

Oh what i would give to love someone and be loved.

Have you ever loved someone (within reason the same age, etc)? Rejection is a horrible feeling but if you can get over that and express your feelings to people you would probably get your wish. Many people ache to be loved. What's difficult is finding the unconditional, long lasting love that leads to death parting marriages. The world is getting finicky in its changing cultural norms. It used to be that marriage came first, then the baby and then love if ever at all.

 

[beyondcitadel]

Have you ever loved someone (within reason the same age, etc)? Rejection is a horrible feeling but if you can get over that and express your feelings to people you would probably get your wish. Many people ache to be loved. What's difficult is finding the unconditional, long lasting love that leads to death parting marriages. The world is getting finicky in its changing cultural norms. It used to be that marriage came first, then the baby and then love if ever at all.

Its not that i get rejected often, I just cant realize love or give it and i really dont know why. I always though relationships were "easy" for me but as i got older i realize thats just because i lack attachment, not a single one of my relationships involved me reciprocating love correctly

 

[amy joyce]

Its not that i get rejected often, I just cant realize love or give it and i really dont know why. I always though relationships were "easy" for me but as i got older i realize thats just because i lack attachment, not a single one of my relationships involved me reciprocating love correctly

I understand now and wish I could offer some advice. Perhaps small, intentional acts such as holding hands regularly would help you become more comfortable with the display.