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VentingSevere bpd
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How to deal with this? I get close with people, I will be clingy af and then I get mad at them over the littlest fucking thing. I apologize like crazy after just to be a DICK again later. Can I not just chill a little and not be a total dick? Wtf? I wanna be banned on here I'm done. I wanna die.
Sure did. But I get NARSTY when I'm splitting. Noone should have to put up with this shit. I try to be very respectful and not judge. But of course when I get drunk and open up they say things like I'm weak for wanting to die and so on. I'm sensitive af and I just loose it. Sorry for boring yall with this. Had a bunch of drinks.
Sure did. But I get NARSTY when I'm splitting. Noone should have to put up with this shit. I try to be very respectful and not judge. But of course when I get drunk and open up they say things like I'm weak for wanting to die and so on. I'm sensitive af and I just loose it. Sorry for boring yall with this. Had a bunch of drinks.
it sounds to me like your friends are the problem not you. a real friend wouldnt be calling you weak. a real friend would be trying to help you. and theres nothing wrong with being sensitive. whats wrong, is being insensitive and not thinking about how others feel.
Right there with you man. I go crazy and flip out on people if they are mean, or if I pick up a bad vibe or like if a girl is a b*tch to me etc. It's horrible. I can't just deal with people's moods or whatever. I always thought I just had like an overactive sense of justice or whatever, or that I was sensitive, but I might also have bpd (but never diagnosed). I do know my mother has bpd though.
I'm just all or nothing. If I trust someone I would not judge them even if they wanted to kill someone. None of my business. I expect the same from others. I guess they are just used to "normal" friends and cant reciprocate that. It really hurts me though when I open up. I'm like a child with a really bad temper. I can hold it back when I'm sober but once I'm drunk I'm just that..
I have had therapy most of my life. Didn't help at all.
Imma keep drinking and watch a movie till I pass out. Thanx for everyone who replied to this thread. Means alot to me! Laters!
The killing part is a bit scary I guess. I try to be very loyal to people who are to me. I try to be nice to people who are to me or I understand. For all the others I dont care too much tbh. I prolly have some antisocial traits. But hey I'm honest at least. Tired...
I'm just all or nothing. If I trust someone I would not judge them even if they wanted to kill someone. None of my business. I expect the same from others. I guess they are just used to "normal" friends and cant reciprocate that. It really hurts me though when I open up. I'm like a child with a really bad temper. I can hold it back when I'm sober but once I'm drunk I'm just that..
I have had therapy most of my life. Didn't help at all.
Imma keep drinking and watch a movie till I pass out. Thanx for everyone who replied to this thread. Means alot to me! Laters!
I'm diagnosed with Borderline P.D too and totally get you. I've come to the point where I just cut all female friends out for good as in no communication because they either in my eyes turned on me or were fake and maybe I'm imagining it or it's true but I'm not taking any chances anymore. I'm completely alone with my 2 cats and don't see anyone physically but on whatsapp the messenger I'll chat literally once every 3 days to old friends I no longer in with. I drink everyday to numb my pain and I to start opening up and saying all kinds of things I'd never when I'm sober. I tossed my 3 friends in the trash because they are really toxic and suck me dry energetically or emotionally with their same old drama and can't reciprocate the amount of time and energy I give them. I decided to stop opening up, saying fuck people, it's all about me now because it's really every man for himself. Peace I'm off to bed.
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