Venting Serious mental breakdowns

[jimmy7754]

I keep having serious mental breakdowns and anger.. it's horrible I got health problems from the result of it.. I get sick of how hard it is to commit suicide I do not see any hope for my situation.. even when I put effort into it.. the sun still rises to humiliate me.. why can't I be more comfortable with ending my life? The pain I'm in is excruciating most days.. fuck goddamnit I get euphoric thinking about ending it.. I have to go..

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really horrible what you have to endure, I'm sorry that you suffer so much. I also wish that suicide is easier. To me it is so unfair how it is difficult to leave this world. We all deserve the option of a death which is like falling asleep and never waking. I hope that you find relief from your pain.

 

[Not-Ok-Ellen]

I can relate to the anger, I use to be such a laid back person, or did a very good job at hiding my anger, but not I'm like a firework waiting to explode and don't give a hoot who sees me get angry, everything just gets to me, the slighest things makes me want to punch a wall.