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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
im self harming because this is the only thign i deserve. pucnhing my head and pulling my hair out. it's the only i deserve . i never deserved any kind of affection or kindjess. im ahted everywhere. even here. im loike a sewer talking. i cant stop crying. how much more until i caj finally kill myself so everyone copuld celebrate;...
 
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SanguineHare

SanguineHare

Demon Bunny Queen
Dec 16, 2021
74
My arms, shoulders, and thighs are covered in scars from my cutting. There's also a few scars from putting cigarettes out on myself. I started self harming around the age of eleven. I've been doing it again as of late. I wouldn't celebrate if you killed yourself. I would be sad but respect your decision.
 
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Twiceler

Twiceler

Pro-suicide. Blackpill.
Dec 16, 2021
96
I usually punch my legs intensively. I'm afraid of brain concussion if i start punching my head, SI stops me. Fun fact: if you beat your leg every day, you feel little pain from it, a one week/few days needed for recovery. Maybe my leg will be amputated soon, but meh, fuck it. I wish I will ctb before it happens.
 
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deletednumber

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,603
I just punched hard my head and my chest because my incessant bad thoughts were going me crazy...i felt the urge to hurt me badly.When I think of my mother who beat me even more last year and urged me to throw punches to make me stop being depressed, I feel even more wanting to hurt myself, to tear myself apart with my own hands
 

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