Is it normal if I start recalling embarrassing and hurtful moments from my life, hating myself specifically on purpose to do last steps for ctb? Like I remind myself about harsh reality of my existence so I feel no regrets in making my decision. I even feel motivated to do it.
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i have no doubt that self hatred makes suicide easier. does for me anyways.
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I have a sad playlist that I listen too to help me hate myself. Sounds weird when I say it out loud i guess...Similar threads
