Satisfying people

[notlongnow]

Some thoughts that have been consuming me recently aside from what method will be best is the fact that when I depart some people will have a smugness satisfaction of me failing yet again. That I find very irritating.

Ironic given I live a life where in general I couldn't give two fucks what people think.

This a normal thought process?

 

[FuneralCry]

The way that I see it, the reactions of others after we die could never matter to us as we will simply not be there at that point to see it. And anyway all those people will eventually die someday and be forgotten about. All life is meaningless and temporary after all. People can certainly be irritating and cruel. I think that it's awful how others are capable of making our lives worse. Best wishes.