Running low on life points

[Final-push123]

Like the title says, running low on life points.
I was like these before about 6 years ago when I got super suicidal because my mom and aunt died back to back from each.

I was doing great, working, partying (at gaming conventions lol), making friends. It was great fun for a while but now...I feel nothing. Games are no longer fun, work ... Well my skills are failing me which mean soon I will lose everything. And I feel alone

I tried coping by working hard, thinking positive and other platitudes I even tried coping with Jesus but that....not very effective.


Look like so my time is running out Gonna get SN, try to get finish my bucket list and then log off of life forever.

Until then I guess ai will keep coping

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that things are so hopeless. I know that it is hard to carry on when you are suffering so much. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do and I hope that you find what you are looking for.

 

[Final-push123]

I'm sorry that things are so hopeless. I know that it is hard to carry on when you are suffering so much. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do and I hope that you find what you are looking for.

Thanks funeralcry, I am not giving up just yet but I feel like around later this year or next year is when it's truly going to be over for me.

 

[outrider567]

Like the title says, running low on life points.
I was like these before about 6 years ago when I got super suicidal because my mom and aunt died back to back from each.

I was doing great, working, partying (at gaming conventions lol), making friends. It was great fun for a while but now...I feel nothing. Games are no longer fun, work ... Well my skills are failing me which mean soon I will lose everything. And I feel alone

I tried coping by working hard, thinking positive and other platitudes I even tried coping with Jesus but that....not very effective.


Look like so my time is running out Gonna get SN, try to get finish my bucket list and then log off of life forever.

Until then I guess ai will keep coping

I can relate--When my father died 20 years ago, it was really rough because we were quite close, but I bounced back from it a month or two later--But my longtime girlfriend's death hit me 100 times worse than my father's death and there is no chance of 'bouncing back' this time, no chance in a million years