Resigning myself to death.

[Cyagangy]

I have lived 18 years. Throughout which I have come to enjoy. Both life and death I had witnessed. I once thought I was going mad and I felt overwhelmed until I became spiritual. I went to church today and leaving with my mother I told her more about my thoughts about God and Christianity as a whole. The religion so desperately needed a reform to end the toxicity that so plagued it. God has given me a vision on the 22nd of September that allowed me to see tribulation and the ensuing rapture. The biblical end of man was a horrifying sight to see. Angels slaying man with both tongue and blade, they too were horrific. Some would question how could this God be loving when he forces us to face such cruelty. Perhaps it's because we have a chance to repent our sins. None the less my mom wanted me to keep my visions under wraps in fear that I would be martyred just as the creator of the Mormons was. Though the notion felt silly to me. I am burning myself by January/February when I get my supplies to do so but I should fear others taking my life? No I don't, I heard the word of God and I saw the end. Whatever end I have in store by hands of man is nothing compared to the upcoming tribulation. I wrote a guide to unite all churches and issue a new reign of kindness amongst Christians so we may gather more worshipers into the loving embrace of Christ Almighty. Regardless of who disagrees with me I will be martyred. Regardless if I am to burn in a horrifying fiery baptism or if I am shot, my end has been made clear thanks to God. This post wasn't a vent or a conversion so much as It was me accepting that I have a little bit longer to go before I need to self immolate which I have my belief furthered thanks to my mother.