So I believe SS is the only forum I can really talk about something like this.
I'm trying to get into recovery (it's active, but y'know), but despite various means of trying to take steps out of this depressive abyss of mine, it tends to be 1 quarter of a step up and 8 deeper.
I've recently gotten into the world of dating, and while part of me has found someone that I'm talking with, the rest is asking whether this is really a good idea.
Obviously I don't intend to hide any secrets from a potential partner if we get that far.
And I don't intend to appear any better than I am mentally.
You could perhaps argue that if someone accepts you for what you are now, it'd be worth it.
My selfishness is just really fighting the idea of this.
I don't want to burden anyone, much less hurt them, if I can't improve.
The same goes for what my condition is now.
The self doubting is real.
Would be nice to get some feedback into this, have a conversation about the topic.
I'm trying to get into recovery (it's active, but y'know), but despite various means of trying to take steps out of this depressive abyss of mine, it tends to be 1 quarter of a step up and 8 deeper.
I've recently gotten into the world of dating, and while part of me has found someone that I'm talking with, the rest is asking whether this is really a good idea.
Obviously I don't intend to hide any secrets from a potential partner if we get that far.
And I don't intend to appear any better than I am mentally.
You could perhaps argue that if someone accepts you for what you are now, it'd be worth it.
My selfishness is just really fighting the idea of this.
I don't want to burden anyone, much less hurt them, if I can't improve.
The same goes for what my condition is now.
The self doubting is real.
Would be nice to get some feedback into this, have a conversation about the topic.
