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waterbed

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Nov 19, 2024
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I read a quote that went like "why would I fight for a life I don't want" and it's been stuck with me ever since. I don't want to fight for this life, it sucks.
 
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dust-in-the-wind

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Aug 24, 2024
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It's assumed by most that everyone wants to live as long as possible no matter what the cost.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand as I'd never wish to exist, I find it deeply undesirable to exist at all, I'd always prefer to cease existing than suffer for the sake of it in this existence I always saw as so futile and unnecessary in the first place but of course more than anything I wish this existence was never imposed. Existence truly does feel like a terrible mistake to me, I personally see no value in being conscious in this cruel existence destined to decay and die anyway with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.
 
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Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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Yeah, definitely. This makes sense to me. More than that even: 'Why am I struggling to work in order to pay for a life I don't want?' That's just stupidity- surely? You don't work hard to pay for things you don't want.
 
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Dec 2, 2024
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I think about this so much. The world is an awful place - poverty, deep systemic inequality, unnatural ways of living, and the climate crisis - makes living pretty unappealing. What makes it even worse is that we're living in the literal end times. The world is only going to get worse from here as climate change starts to destabilize things. Why on earth would I want to keep living a life of suffering when the only reward is getting to see the world end? No thanks.
 

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