Discussion Proposed SN suicide method

[madjin]

Ok So I'v decided to leave out Antacids and Painkillers out of the plan, was gonna leave out sedatives but apparently they're important just like Antiemetics, but Also I can't get benzos to crush and dissolve in water to drink because of prior trauma, so as per

pagalparinda

's guidance I'll be taking Clonazepam 4-5 minutes before Drinking my SN.

So the plan is this:


1) Fast for 8 hours (i Believe this is Doable for me even tho Vizzy says to fast according to your limits), NO fluids in those Last 2 hours.

2. wait 1 Hour 20 minutes (I'll be skipping Pain Killers since Vizzy says Painkillers are not needed if You're using Sedatives, which I am) then take 3 Metoclopramide tablets, 10 mg each. Within this hour and a half (almost) I'll be preparing 3 Drinks of SN, 1 main and 2 Backup's as this has been noted to me multiple times should I throw up (praying I don't, then again I don't think the Big Guy likes me too much )

3/ Wait 35 minutes (alotta waiting eh?) Before ingesting 5 tablet's of Clonazepam, each 1 mg.

4\ After 5 more minutes of final wait, Drink the SN in 2-3 mouthful Gups and try not to throw up. Then again I don't have much difficulty Drinking Salty Drinks but It's also been noted that I should wash my mouth out with Mouthwash and Plain Water, Can't do alcohol because It's apparently easier to get Prescription meds and SN here but no whiskey lol. Making sure not to consume any of this.

5> Have someone to Hold my hand and place my Head in their lap as they tell me It's not my fault, that they love me and How I've earned my peace. Someone who doesn't judge me or 'save' me but simply lulls me into a eternal sleep with their gentle embrace.

JK! Lmao, We poor bastards ain't getting that royal treatment

Jokes aside, I want you people to tell me where I'm going wrong (& right here) so that I can finetune this. Vizzy not producing all iterations of a SN poison routine is kinda making things difficult, guess it's not his fault. RIP Vizzy.

And I know about all the testing, measuring and correct doses. If I need extra info, I'll ask but feel free to remind me of things and other pertinent information. But I do wonder what my Last meal should be. The Goal is to have all this done in the next 8 or so days.

Hoping God isn't as cruel to me in the afterlife as he has been here in this life.

 

[pagalparinda]

Ok let me again give my two cents.
Leaving Antacids and painkiller is dangerous if you have some sort of Peptic ulcers (wounds or cut in the inner lining of stomach and near entry of Small Intestine where food from stomach goes to. SN will convert to normal salt if you have acids inside your stomach. So it is like pouring salt over your wound inside stomach. Got my point? I suggest 15-20ml Milk of Magnesia along with ibuprofen 800 mg and paracetamol 1000mg. PPI should be avoided at any cost. Also if you mix Benzos like 4 x 1mg clona along with say 1-2 mg lorazepam, LOC will be much faster as each of it will try to potentiate other.

Further, In case you are not prepared for it, and wants to back out but are not doing it because of some ego, then remember it is better to kill ego even if it means compromising or say being little shameful. After all It is always about survival and nothing is bad if it give satisfied survival. So don't be adamant and attempt it hastily. It is always FINE to back out of this plan. Even if there is just 1% chance, It is always better to wait for this 1% because if this 1% materialise anyhow, you know what? It will become 100% then and there alone and you will have peace with your life and will be living it. So my advise would be to think deeply once again on this. Will not cost anything and Can give you happiness. Ok.

Plus if u r doing it to threaten any loved one, then please don't do it. Intentional activity like this yields painful result. I believe Universe does not forgive this acts.

 

[FoolClimax]

To much benzo might knock you out early and if you vomit while unconscious then you will fail

 

[Jonah Byrde]

To much benzo might knock you out early and if you vomit while unconscious then you will fail

How important are benzos for the protocol in general they are hardest too get for me. I can get everything else easily.

 

[madjin]

Hey

How important are benzos for the protocol in general they are hardest too get for me. I can get everything else easily.

You're the same age as me!!

Ok let me again give my two cents.
Leaving Antacids and painkiller is dangerous if you have some sort of Peptic ulcers (wounds or cut in the inner lining of stomach and near entry of Small Intestine where food from stomach goes to. SN will convert to normal salt if you have acids inside your stomach. So it is like pouring salt over your wound inside stomach. Got my point? I suggest 15-20ml Milk of Magnesia along with ibuprofen 800 mg and paracetamol 1000mg. PPI should be avoided at any cost. Also if you mix Benzos like 4 x 1mg clona along with say 1-2 mg lorazepam, LOC will be much faster as each of it will try to potentiate other.

Further, In case you are not prepared for it, and wants to back out but are not doing it because of some ego, then remember it is better to kill ego even if it means compromising or say being little shameful. After all It is always about survival and nothing is bad if it give satisfied survival. So don't be adamant and attempt it hastily. It is always FINE to back out of this plan. Even if there is just 1% chance, It is always better to wait for this 1% because if this 1% materialise anyhow, you know what? It will become 100% then and there alone and you will have peace with your life and will be living it. So my advise would be to think deeply once again on this. Will not cost anything and Can give you happiness. Ok.

Plus if u r doing it to threaten any loved one, then please don't do it. Intentional activity like this yields painful result. I believe Universe does not forgive this acts.

"Plus if u r doing it to threaten any loved one, then please don't do it. Intentional activity like this yields painful result. I believe Universe does not forgive this acts."
For such a threat to work I think people need to care about you deeply. I don't have any of that. Nor would I do this. Atbest I'd call and talk to some close people before the night I kill myself. Not to make them worried but to give them some reassurance about this life that I myself give up on. Hypocritical I know, But what are people if not contradictory? I love them and I wanna hear their voices one last time. I deserve to be selfish just a bit I think.

"Further….not prepared for it…. it because of some ego, then….After…So don't be adamant and attempt it hastily. It…Even if there is just 1% chance, It is always better to wait for this 1% because if this 1% materialise anyhow, you know what? It will become…So my advise would be to think deeply once again on this. Will not cost anything and Can give you happiness. Ok."

Nah, This is the end of the line for me. Can't turn back now. It truly is almost over and soon completely so. No more yearning or begging, Now I can only kill myself as a mercy. I'm just happy I'm doing it at 20 and not years later. It's good to come to terms with the inevitable and realize why your life needs to end this early on, Makes it easier on my psyche. I've always been such a waste anyways.

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Ok let me again give my two cents.
Leaving Antacids and painkiller is dangerous if you have some sort of Peptic ulcers (wounds or cut in the inner lining of stomach and near entry of Small Intestine where food from stomach goes to. SN will convert to normal salt if you have acids inside your stomach. So it is like pouring salt over your wound inside stomach. Got my point? I suggest 15-20ml Milk of Magnesia along with ibuprofen 800 mg and paracetamol 1000mg. PPI should be avoided at any cost. Also if you mix Benzos like 4 x 1mg clona along with say 1-2 mg lorazepam, LOC will be much faster as each of it will try to potentiate other."

No peptic ulcers, although my stomach gets upset i eat spicy things "15-20ml Milk of Magnesia" what's this? "ibuprofen 800 mg and paracetamol 1000mg." seems overkill, no? And Vizzy's guide advices against taking painkillers (which these 2 are) and sedatives (the clonazepam you advised on) together.

"PPI should be avoided at any cost" agreed. (If you mean proton pump inhibitors)

"Also if you mix Benzos like 4 x 1mg clona along with say 1-2 mg lorazepam, LOC will be much faster as each of it will try to potentiate other."

Again, can't I stick to just the Clonazepam assuming these 2 are also sedatives? Why change it?


Sorry for so many questions and doubts I'm just trying to make sure I don't mess anything up. There's also the fear of too many medicines messing eachother up. But if you tell me some of these changes Are absolutely necessary I'll look into accessing them.

Again, I thank you for continued support my friend. And thank you for those wise words. I appreciate it.

 

[atre]

How important are benzos for the protocol in general they are hardest too get for me. I can get everything else easily.

Their purpose is numbing you, providing "comfort" only. Being in a state where you are relaxed and sleepy helps.

Basically, you will still die without them. However you will experience the full blunt of headache, stomach irritation, tachycardia and nausea.

 

[madjin]

Their purpose is numbing you, providing "comfort" only. Being in a state where you are relaxed and sleepy helps.

Basically, you will still die without them. However you will experience the full blunt of headache, stomach irritation, tachycardia and nausea.

what did you think about the main post?